mariekoh

no scammer please. just send me email if u are serious. no play games

m looking for my ideal man
true love is knowing the suffering, the feeling, and the pain of our partner, not by asking them, but by a mere glance to their eyes.. true love shouldn't cost a drop of tear ... true loves means their happiness, not ours.. dont ever ever say that you love if you dont even know the literal meaning of "letting go" . dont say you love if you demand.. love is not asking, it is giving... remember, a hurting ego is inadequate for a guy to shed tears... i was 18 when i first felt the magic of love... my partner is older than me... but the happiness that seemed to last forever got to an end. misunderstanding is the culprit. we were in a long distance relationship, im just an ordinary simple being, while my partner even though we both belong in a same race, is a westernized one... at first i thought that it was a real love, i thought that she really love me.. but i was wrong, i never thought that she will never see my pains, my sufferings, and my tears... i never thought that she will leave me... only for the reason of insecurity,
i have fallen in and out of love too many times and I still wonder why I am willing to go through it even though I suffer greatly from goodbyes. Maybe it’s because we need to feel loved. We are naturally driven to find our home in someone. That maybe the truth is we are not sufficient on our own in some ways. Or is it that I always hope. Hope for finally finding somebody capable of staying, enduring and hoping with me.
It's undeniable that I'm tough and I'm serious --- being formal most of the time is my game. I'm trying to make difference in the world as a woman who has her own thoughts and words. Though I'm a woman I can still give a little crack to people. hehehe But sometimes those unsolicited thoughts misconstrued my own attributes for who I really am.